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2009-12-17T17:16:00.001+08:00

i fail my LAW...

2009-12-13T01:37:00.005+08:00

perhaps.. i should stop thinking nonsense and move on ~~
perhaps.. i Should stop blaming myself for ... ~~
and perhaps.. i should stop giving myself fake hope ~~

Been singing thinking of this song since last friday while in class. =x
A nice song tho.. love piano !! love lyrics.. MOST importantly.. Love JAy Lun - he's the 作曲

我知道故事不會太曲折
我總會遇見一個什麼人
陪我過沒有了他的人生
成家立業之類的等等

＊他做了他覺得對的選擇
　我只好祝福她真的對了
　愛不到我最想要愛的人
　誰還能要我怎樣呢

　我愛的人　不是我的愛人
　他心裡每一寸　都屬於另一個人
　他真幸福　幸福得真殘忍
　讓我又愛又恨　他的愛怎麼那麼深

　我愛的人　他已有了愛人
　從他們的眼神　說明了我不可能
　每當聽見　她或他說我們
　就像聽見愛情　永恆的嘲笑聲＊

歌手：陳小春 作曲：周杰倫填詞：施人誠編曲：吳慶隆

p/s : yourencouragementismydetermination. thankyou. 5683-8

2009-12-11T16:39:00.002+08:00

say HI to weekend and BYE to weekdays. Its freezing cold in office nowadays. Went town wit kel~ had takoyaki for lunch and chocolate ice bleneded ~ yummy loving it~! Walk around till from ION-->Wisma-->Taka--> Paragon--> 313 Somerset.. pass by only la..den back home.. Saw HI5 at Taka.. ~~

Study was good.. Am still worry for the Law result.. SHould be coming next week *cross my hearts* .. Now have to save $$ for next years advance. so NONO holiday. But well, company trip just confirm going HK at the end of March.. 3 days 2night saje.. NONO extend ba ^^

aww..this boy is freaking cute.. He actually duno how to sing but he's guitar not bad~ huhU~

Psalm 107:1

"Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good; his love endures forever."

2009-12-10T14:17:00.004+08:00

i guess.. sometimes.. God want me to love my enemies..
coz the more i hate/dislike this person.. the more i will meet this person.. either in the same lift or on the way to somewhere, i still meet this person. There's no way i can avoid.. so sometimes i just show the darker side of me..BUT.. i m not as dark as this person.. huhu.. ok la.. don't wanna talk about this person.. i neither like or hate this person kay..so, i will definetly NOT going to be friend with this kind of person.. NEVER ever!!!!!! *woosh*calm down*

Din really sleep well this few days. been having weird dream. er.. actually not that weird tho. i dreamt of holidays.. yesterday was Japan.. the day before was Moscow and UK.. HAHA.. Let's wait where would i dream of tonight ._.'''

Christmas is around the corner.. Have to start buying gift for colleagues, coursemates and myself. hehe.. at the same time also needa save money la.. have to continue advance next years. !~! my bonus should be enough to shop yi dian dian..

I AM EXCITED!! taking out my bracess soon.. i tink so ba.. doc said MOST MOST probably can take out jor~~ wohoO~

2009-12-09T14:52:00.005+08:00

我该怎么做？
我不能放弃。。好不容易。。真的好不容易找到。。

凯慈加油！！

If you don’t know how to die, don’t worry; Nature will tell you what to do on the spot, fully and adequately. She will do this job perfectly for you, don’t bother your head about it.

—Montaigne.

p/s :the truth is.. i m not watching movie tonight. i m not having dinner tonight. i will be back home after work tonight. . i didin't break promises.

2009-12-08T15:30:00.004+08:00

我觉得怪怪的~也许我想太多了把~真希望我可以不要每天想那么多~
但应为你我才下定决心去做我该做的事来配合你。。
如今我没后悔也不会放弃~回想起来，是真的有点傻傻~
=）再见还是朋友啊！也应竟是很久的朋友了！

其实没感觉了跟怕寂寞是两回事,心不在了即使在一起也一样觉得孤单,但因为怕寂寞而勉强在一起,是没有结果的.应该问问自己还爱不爱你的另一半,有他的时候你会开心吗?没有他的时候你会伤心吗?但两个人从互不相识到在一起并不容易,如果为了一些不必要的问提就轻易的分开那就不好,相反的如果真的缘尽了就别勉强在一起了,但何为缘尽??人是感性的动物,尤其是女人,很多时候都会靠自己的感觉去做决定或做选择,虽然感觉很重要,但感觉是会随着不同的环境与年龄的增长而改变的.所以,当你做每个决定的时候,要考量的不单只是感性与感情的一面,也要理智的想想其它的结果.无论如何,最后的决定权始终在你手中,不管选择了什么路都要勇敢的走下去.爱情本来就是自私的,也不会有对错.~~

2009-12-07T15:04:00.005+08:00

Weekend was Good.. Sat morning went back and went for exercise with my favorite sports ---> volleyball~ aww.. my knees having BIG blueblack and body aching the next morning .. walk like a robot but thanks God at least i know im alive heh =p
have a early night on sat after play ball. indeed it was exhausting.. im aging ba..that's why..sedikit sedikit sudah letih. .LOLZ..
Sunday didint went back singapore.. Coz driving koy car to spore.. He cant drive to his new identity.. he's a spore PR.. nice hor. huHU~blue black.. not tat obviouss.. after few days lagi obviouss
mane dorcas?? my team..huhu
match-match

me & yingsinhuhu..getting ready
the juniors.. very da geng!!
ying sin & seemun
aku - see mun- siew li
christine & aku

Sunday Dinner with family.. but only got henry pic..opss.. =p

my sch la.. too free ~

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...If I would be patient enough & believe & trust...

2009-12-03T17:13:00.003+08:00

你好嗎
你的夜是不是跟我的一樣漫長
是不是
還把我給你的愛好好戴在手上
要堅強
我常常對著鏡子裡的人大聲講
雖然說
孤獨的想一個人好像一種懲罰
msn上太多的路人甲
偶爾你也該上來說說話
風很大
怕你又穿得太少會讓自己著涼
我很棒
一個人換了燈泡房間變得很亮
每一天
發生的事情我都好想要跟你講
愛很怪
什麼都介意最後又什麼都原諒
想著你的溫柔
想著你的模樣
我放不下
都說過了再見
我們各自飛翔
各自長大
抱緊愛會掙扎
放開愛會心慌
神也很忙
到底要實現哪個願望
離開你那麼傻
可以後侮嗎
ooh心裡最深的牽挂

越想遺忘越不能忘

我放下了嗎?

2009-12-02T10:58:00.003+08:00

As long as we exist, death is not here.

And when it does come, we no long exist

2009-12-01T12:32:00.014+08:00

Its been a long time again since i updated my blog..
Suddenly got the urge to uupdatee for nothing...

went Orchard yest wit chiasin,yuenchin, weikit,ah san n koyy... Not much pic now.. More pic have to wait till this weekend coz ah-san cant upload in sg wor.. aiyo~~

Light tat Shine on Me ..hehe
Trying out dress for dodo ~ zi lian me~

How are you?Wonder if your nights are as long winding as mine
Is it because, You still carry the love I gave in your hands
Have to be strong, [That's] What I often say loudly in front of the mirror
Even though so..Thoughts of loneliness, being alone seems like a punishment
There are too many people on MSN, Once in awhile, you should also show up to chat
Thinking of your tenderness, Thinking of your look
I can't let go, We've said our farewell
Let each of us fly, [Let] Each of us grow up
Love that's held too tight can struggle
Love that's being let go can be anxious
God is also very busy, [Deciding] Which wish should be granted
It was foolish to leave you, Wonder if I will regret it
The wind blows hard, Worry if you don't wear enough clothes and let yourself in the cold
I'm so great, I replaced the lightbulb myself, [now] the room becomes so bright
Everyday, How I wish I can tell you everything that happens
Love is weird, Took offense at everything, but then at the end, forgive everything
Ooh the heart's deepest grip, The more you want to forget, the more you cannot

2009-11-23T10:31:00.002+08:00

weekend was so-so.>~~ bak msia on fri after class.. thanks koy for fetching~Feels so tired that day. Maybe cuz due to the weather..sat.. went for facial & slack around at home.. sund went church and slack at home again.. Long weekend is coming..yeppe~~

Christmas is coming..hope to celebrate Christmas at overseas.. with pretty tiny snowflakes showering myself.. huhu~~

Having replacement class for today and tomorrow.. ~~ *yawn*
fri class was IT.. alittle bored..that's why we toook some pic in e class n washroom~huhu~.

cheerlie - me - joanna

2009-11-18T11:10:00.004+08:00

hello there..its been a while since i update again..~~
life is good.. study/work/lepak~

Yesterday went for class after a 2weeks break ~
our lec quite farnie.. the way she speak is reli like a mother.
not bad ba..in future wont reli fall alseep like law class..
but yest due to we late for class cuz of the rain n slow bus, me n friend joanna & cheerlie... huhu.. we sat behind keep chit chat *opss* cuz trying to catch up wit each oda ~ hehe..
still awaiting for Law result.. sch said need 2nd round marking wor.. tsk tsk

dodo went to australia jor.. will mis her for the next few dayss.s..

some pic to update.. enjoy~

Some stuff to sharee....Tze today ....

gradually.. i seems to know u lesser although we are much closer...

2009-10-15T16:27:00.002+08:00

didint know why.. some how, i feel like we are like strangers now. Is a close friend of mine.
We used to be so close that we have a big misunderstanding, but, it was solved after that.
Maybe we hardly meet, that's why..But she's been kinda polite to me..since.. i cant really remember tho. Well,She's busy with her study while i'm busy with my work & study.. hmmM~ Maybe i really think too much ba.. Miss shopping with ya~~

Okay..shouldnt have think so much now. Gonna concentrate study. !! @.@
i will be back home today till wednesday!! for this few days i will be awayy~~
Home Sweet Home ~

hope my hair will stop falling ~ its scary each time i wash hair ~ tsk tsk~

2009-10-13T15:50:00.006+08:00

hello blogg blogg..

Its a hectic week for me . due to my exam is around the corner and somemore is the subject LAW exam. Thanks God my assign is over. Thanks to DoDo & TaTa.
huhu ._. And now at work, there is reports and reports that never ends.
All the best for me ya.. and my friends who are having exam soon~ lets buck up!!
cant wait for exam to be over and its my 3rd sem coming soon. so fast hor =)))

Ok lah ..ending here with some of the nice pic we took during my cousin wedding..

The wedding.. aiya..too dark jor..ops.s.

with gogo
gogo & dodo
Cousin Raymond
Cousin Elva
Cousin ...Sister o~~
My family & cousin & cousin Mum..aiyo..too bad sis-in-law n nephew not here.ops..

Waiting for my new system ID & Password before i can start another report ba..
that's why i'm kinda free.~ huhU~~.
*yawn* lack of sleep this few days.

hmmm..hair still dropping like nobody business..
and i have to cry like nobody business each time i bath..=)
Shall give my hair 1 more week since i changed to another "useful" shampoo.
I DUWAN TO TURN BALD IN MY THIS YOUNG AGE !!! @#$%!&*

Bless me @.@

2009-10-08T13:03:00.018+08:00

wow.. seems like i didint update for quite some times.
recently nothing much happen, well, busy witdh work,study and assign. exam is around the corner. argh..
ok.. i blog cuz i need to update. ok la.. nothing much seriously.. everything is fine. hopping to end my course earlier then i will be saving $$ for hoildays. yeppeee~

Recently... drop damn lotsa hair. its like im having watever sickness..scary nia..going for a haircut this week. not a short one ba..jus trim trim will doo~and hair treatment. bought almond to drink too.it contains tons of Vitamin EE which its good for those hair fall~~
i do whatever thingy to rescue my beloved blackie hair..
IF above all is still not working,,, im either going to Jean Yip or Beijing 101.HAHA..

Finally.. never to miss ... pictures to share hehe~~

Pictures taken during Oct

Recently attended cousin wedding.waitin for dodo to upload pic~

me & dodo @ the wedding 3 Oct
Henry boyboy

=)

Pictures taken during Sept Raya @ melaka & staying @ dodo muar house

10person in a room ..

V V
ur pretty blogger
at top of e melaka historical place..tak tau ape~~

at dorcas and clifford house..thanks for the accomodation =)))

Dodo muar house decoration.. prtty colourful

To besty yeong : Happy Birthday @ 290909
Stay pretty n adorable always!!
Study well o!! stay healthy!!
love & miss ya

Law boon flying to States..sending him off. all the best !!

@ changi airport T2

wit Lun

our bday

July @ Genting .. i jus roughly took a few to upload here.. hehe..jus sum updates ..hehe~

-END-

i love every parts of me ._.

2009-07-28T15:56:00.002+08:00

oh my oh my.. sorry for not updating for such a long period. been sick since im back from genting. having this so called rubella rashes. and it spread to my whole body. so din work for around 2 weeks ady. and my blog stopped for almost 2 weeks too~

thanks for the care and concern from my close friend and colleague. im getting much better. left my legs somehow the mark still there and im changing skin =p lolz. hope im much fairer with new skin.

AND now i'm back to work for the 2nd day, but i think i'm falling sick again. down with terrible headache and i can feel that, i'm gonna fever soon. O my O my, i duwna to be so weak.
kindly pray for me k? thanks ~

i miss my friend alot. alot alot.

2009-07-09T10:25:00.002+08:00

WELL WELL WELL.... been busy recently.. never ending report at work.. Exam next monday.. BLess me ppls.. Will be away from nets for few days perhaps.. if i can control >LOLZ<
I'm having my own study break for few days !! farking hate exam.. coz its a never ending point to memorize.. 5 essay to wrote in freaking short timing - 3hrs. wth..@#$% ..haha~
study will never be my forte but i got no choice. unless i can be TAI-TAI ..
BUT.. still needa wait for me to graduate!!
Guess u all miss me and my genting trip hor. no time to upload here tho~
can view from my FB ya. ok..

another pic of ur adorable blogger =p

2009-07-06T17:52:00.003+08:00

Genting was GREAT, FUN , AWESOME!!
love the cooling air up there.
oh, how i wish i can stay longer.More pic coming up~ hehe~~

p/s : thank you for making me stronger. its a lesson to learn.
say whatever you want coz i dont give a damn on it.i am so much stronger now. thanks.

2009-07-03T17:31:00.003+08:00

will be at genting this weekend !! NONO casino =)
sorry for not updating my blog. been busy with assign/ work & ....

miss me peeeps!!

2009-07-03T01:15:00.004+08:00

Lyrics | Avril Lavigne lyrics - Innocence lyrics

2009-06-30T11:39:00.000+08:00

讓窗戶通通都打開讓陽光通通照進來
讓風放肆的吹散我身上的塵埃
把你的過去變腐壞把你的溺愛藏起來
把你的所有都搬到我房間以外

現在是三點鐘你應該還沒醒呢
這有點刺眼的光線會不會打擾你呢
夢不會實現了我應該要醒了
我不該只懂得配合你習慣短暫的溫熱

我努力要自己避開和你曾走過的地帶
但是又和不捨拉扯處在我快樂的界外
我何嘗不是一個人來決定愛的延長賽
奈何總是勉強對自己有一個善良的交代

我努力要自己躲開你給我的傷心地帶
但是又和失去拉扯得到的全都是意外
到現在還是一個人吞噬著自己的能耐
到最後我可以不愛了你卻說捨不得

現在是三點鐘你應該還沒醒呢
這有點刺眼的光線會不會打擾你呢
夢不會實現了我應該要醒了
我不該只懂得配合你習慣短暫的溫熱

我努力要自己避開和你曾走過的地帶
但是又和不捨拉扯處在我快樂的界外
我何嘗不是一個人來決定愛的延長賽
奈何總是勉強對自己有一個善良的交代

我努力要自己躲開你給我的傷心地帶
但是又和失去拉扯得到的全都是意外
到現在還是一個人吞噬著自己的能耐
到最後我可以不愛了你卻說捨不得

離開你卻走還留的眼睛我要我忍住再一次擁抱你
躲開你轉身以後的消息這一次我可以

我努力要自己避開和你曾走過的地帶
但是又和不捨拉扯處在我快樂的界外
我努力要自己躲開你給我的傷心地帶
但是又和失去拉扯得到的全都是意外
到現在還是一個人吞噬著自己的能耐
到最後我可以不愛了你卻說捨不得

你可以不愛了別說捨不得

2009-06-29T12:16:00.001+08:00

你撐著雨傘　借我那次　已經足夠我　記得一輩子
我懂後來你不是不堅持　愛情本來就　沒萬無一失

淚水離開了　你的手指
那不如讓它　流在這信紙
我想女孩子　最貼心的是
讓愛的人選結束的方式

我最幸福的事　當過你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩飾　讓我們像當時擁抱最後一次
最幸福的事　吹蠟燭時你總為我許願的手勢
為摯愛的人　在左邊心口保留位置　是最幸福的事

可惜愛不是　童話故事　不能夠永遠　依賴著王子
才慢慢認識只剩兩個字　我怎麼忍心　為難你解釋

我最幸福的事　當過你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩飾　讓我們像當時擁抱最後一次
最幸福的事　吹蠟燭時你總為我許願的手勢
為摯愛的人　在左邊心口保留位置　是最幸福的事

那一陣子有你　美的不像現實
多高興每一幕都微笑著靜止

我最幸福的事　牽著你的日子
一段愛從開始　直至分開我們都對彼此誠實
最幸福的事　對那片海用力大喊永遠的樣子
想得起的事　那天和你傻笑著認識
是最幸福的事

2009-06-26T11:17:00.007+08:00

Mr.Ben turned 22 on today !!

let me see what to write here.

First.. Happy Birthday young man!!

Its Funny bout us, we actually didn't contact at all but when we get in touch,
its like no time has passed at all.
And this is the 2nd time we actually meet.
I think that's the mark of true friendship.

A matter of quality rather den quantity.
We don't sit n chat about e weather or bills, we talk bout the big things-
our goals and dreams, lesson learned and new ideas.

Even thought we don see each other all the time,we still talk & laugh a lot at each other.

I wan u to know that how glad i am tat u r part of my friend..
and that no amount of time or distance could change the closeness we share...

so till we meet again.. or ever cross paths ! God bless ya *hugs*

Went movie at amk hub and watched transformer. The show abit too long but overall its nice and funny. Then went dinner at this place in amk hub.. ate something like hong kong cafe food. It was so-so ~

smile ~ laugh ~

mr.ben.. pls don act shy.tq!!

taken fr his phone. So So much better. im fairer too!! Yeppe!

p/s : Thanks for taking quite a few pic after so many trials ya.~ hehe~ Should hv use ur phone next time. Thanks for walking me back too *clap hand for u*

2009-06-24T12:15:00.004+08:00

Last weekend back to home sweet home again. Thanks ah-ben for picking me up from jb and we had the so called best laksa before im back home. Thanks for the breakfast =)

Took bus to CS for gathering with beth. oh my. i hate msia public transport. Thanks god we got transport back. Watched movie - Blood, the last vampire- movie was so-so. Kinda fake but still watchable. Waited for dodo and dinner at the Taiwan street shop. Rush back for church at night.

Pictures always talk ~~ enjoy~~

Childhood Bestie -dorcas-tabitha-phebe-isaiah-daniel-grace

at city square =D

we love taking pic in the car o~

at church .. all in the mood for camera session

=p

tab & dodo & usher

Father's day ~ .. jun wen boy ..gugu lup ya~

p/s : looking forward for this weekend.
9 more days to genting. yepeee!!

kindly tolerate my mood swing this few weeks due to some reason. thx =)

2009-06-23T14:21:00.004+08:00

its time.. its time..
to stop hurting and start loving.
its time.. its time..
to let go before anyone get hurts.
its time.. its time..
to be independent.
its time.. its time..
to move on.

sorry seems to be the hardest word to say

but

its time.. its time..
to forgive and forget.
its time.. its time..
to stop crying for someone.
its time.. its time..
to be in own world.
its times.. its time..
to Live Life the Fullest.

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